April 2010
I hate
that you are so happy, I mean ya i’m happy for you but ugh. You’re just so dam happy with your new girl. I guess i’m just jealous. I really do wish it was me instead of her. blahh kjdfbgjkdgb
Well
Brandon Duff asked if i still had feelings for him i said no and i asked him and he said “ya not strong ones. but i think it could work. but on the other hand it is a two way street. i honestly think we were on the wrong page on some things”
kj,dfbgjskfg
i dont know what to sayy
Here's a legit reason
Why i havent been in a relationship too long. I just haven’t found the person that can put up with long enough.
so
you’re bored and ya ask to chill thats cool but its FUCKING 2 38 wtf. yet im still gonna chill with you
i swear
you are bi polar[kane] because the other night i wouldnt come bring him food and today he was like thanks. and i was like for? and he said for blowing me off. and now he’s like hey wanna come over in 30 minutes?grr..this is why i’m a bitch to you.
i may have seen these ppl but idk
Halifax, Punchline, I Am The Avalanche, And Fully Down
gaaaaahh
i HATE you!
Dear brandon duff,
It’s wierd that you’ve been talking to me lately.. Like the other day he sent me a text sayin Morning suga pie. I forgot to respond but he keeps showing me pics of his hair and the other day he was like i’m depressed and lonely and blah blah.. And he just sent me a text saying I hope you enjoy this weather :-) bleggh.
And these are the band that I want to see a Warped
Attack Attack!
Artist Vs Poet
Emarosa
I See Stars
In Fear And Faith
Mayday Parade
Of Mice And Men
Pierce The Veil
Streetlight Manifesto
The Rocket Summer
You Me At Six
There are lots of other good bands going but these for sure. The ones I crossed out I could pass on them if I have to..
It's official
I am no longer a virgin. I don’t feel like going into detail on here.
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I'm old school
I have a xanga, and yes I still go on it.. I feel like talking on here more because I know no one will read it, well no one i actually know. other people I don’t care, even though it would be cool slash wierd if you commented on my blog so do whatever floats your boat.
I’m bringing this up because liz asked what my current situation was with kane and nick.
Why
Do I keep thinking that you actually like me and you don’t want to just have sex?
goddammit I kinda hate you at the moment even though i kinda dont because you flirt with me one day and only talk to me because you want to bone.
I
Want to be in love, I want to know how amazing it feels. and if i’m in love i know i’ll feel how bad it hurts. I just want to know how it feels.
I do like nick’s definition of love though: someone you think about when you go to bed and when you wake up..and thats all i can remember what he described love as.. haha
SO
there’s this boy named kane and he’s hella cute and he just asked if i wanted to bang? and he’s serious lol. and yes he knows that i’m a virgin. blegh i SOO want to but(there’s always a but) i gotta do this packing shit. and and i dont know if i want to loose it to him I think I kind of want to lose it to him. i mean i wont see him a lot if it’s awkward or...
Just
Smoked some hookah and one hit of weed with johann and some other people. we were in the back of his van it was legit. there was this boy across from me and his name was cody(i think..haha i’m horrible with names!) but yeah. there were like 8 people in the van, hah it was siickk.
I feel nice.
So this is what happened that night i blacked out.
Ok, first of all when you got to augies house you were dancing then after a while you wanted to go to the bathroom, so i took you to the bathroom and you like ate shit like 2! like right after i picked you up you like ate shit again. so i left to go get lainie and audriena and when we got back there was puke all over you leg, all over the floor/ toilet and all that. so i got the keys from lainie...
Bands I've seen..i wish i knew the dates.
First ever was Backstreet boys! haha
no it’s not going to be in any order.
Drop Dead Gorgeous…like a million times
Coretta Scott
Paramore
Metro Station
Hellogoodbye
Grace Gale
Texas is on Fire
Quitedrive
All Time Low
The Maine
Every Avenue
Mayday Parade
Dance Gavin Dance
Bless The Fall
David Crowder Band
Daphne Loves Derby
Waking Ashland
At Lines End
Sleepwalker
...
Got
Super fucking trashed last night. Remember going to party the waking up. thats all. then i woke up and went rock climbing today. it was really legit!
but yah.
I dont feel like typing.
hah I smoke todayyyy
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it was nice
